My name is Ayo and I love music, food, movies, and people (except the ones that annoy me)
A lot of parents will do anything for their kids except let them be themselves.
Jade?” “Alexander..” “Do you remember that day you fell out of my window?” “I sure do you came jumping down after me” “Well you fell onto the concrete and nearly broke your ass, and you were bleeding all over the place and I rushed you out to the hospital. Do you remember that?” “Yes I do.” “Well there’s something I never told you about that night.” “What didn’t you tell me?” “When you were sitting in the back seat smoking the cigarette you thought was gonna be your last, I was falling deep, deeply in love with you. And I never told you till just now
I knew this boy… who was really wonderful to me. The first time I saw him was in freshman English. He wore a baseball hat on the first day of school, and our teacher made him take it off and his hair was all pasted on top of his head, and he smiled at me while he tried to fix it. We watched each other after that. And I started to feel like I knew him. I looked at his yearbook picture so often I knew his face by heart. Our senior year I took piano, and he had soccer, so we would pass each other every day after school in the exact same spot. And it became something I looked forward to. So much so that I could tell you all the days that he was absent because those were the days I was disappointed. And sometimes he would look at me, sometimes he would turn away, and sometimes it would be so intense that we would start looking at each other from the very beginning of the steps. And then on the last day… he talked to me. And everything he said was exactly how I pictured it would be. And he felt the way he felt in my dreams and I thought everything was happening exactly the way it was supposed to. And I was the happiest I’ve ever been. Happy and scared all at the same time. And if he had signed my belly he would have written something comforting. I was in love with him. That’s why I’m keeping this baby. I was in love with him for four years. I barely knew him, but everything was exactly how I imagined it, everything was just how I pictured it. I had to keep this baby. I think he was the love of my life.